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Easton
by
Paul
Butler
George feels the ship’s movements beneath him. It is still racing, bobbing
at the bow like a sea bird scooping up fish with its beak. They must be
south of the Grand Banks already and at this rate it will take a mere matter
of days to reach the tropics. And what then? What does the pirate plan for
them? The cabin’s only window, a small disk high on the wall, begins to show
a paler light. George knows the sun must be rising. The silken hands pull
him down toward sleep once more, and this time he does not resist.
Just before he crosses the threshold into the dreamworld, he becomes aware
of a faint, rhythmic noise, almost in tune with the waves, it seems. He
recognizes the sound as a woman weeping somewhere down below. He holds onto
that pulsing thread for just a moment, then feels it loosen and fall.
He is sinking into blackness. In his tunic belt he now has his pistol as
well as his sword. He is relieved and wonders how he can make use of either,
hurtling as he is through space. Then suddenly he is in a little group of
three—he, Easton and Admiral Whitbourne—and they are sitting on the deck of
the Happy Adventure. The same darkness is all around them, now dotted
with stars. The great sails above them creak and groan. The warm wind rushes
through his hair. A sweet oozing feeling overcomes him. He sees Easton’s
slave. But her features are altered. Now her nose, mouth and eyes are like
those of Rosalind. Rosalind, whose skin is usually as pale as bleached bone
and whose hair is lighter than a daffodil’s petal, is turned suddenly the
colour of ebony. The knowledge descends on him from nowhere that this is not
Rosalind taking on the appearance of the slave, but the slave herself taking
on Rosalind’s features.
The curious oozing sensation intensifies and the slave looks at him. She
bows to fill a goblet that is cupped in George’s hands. The wine gurgles
like a rushing brook as it bubbles and fills the cup. Vibrations from the
pouring tickle George’s fingertips. The slave looks up at him and laughs in
the same rhythm as the trickling wine and George finds himself laughing too,
his ribs aching pleasantly. Suddenly, Easton is leaning into him, holding
his forearm. His features have altered too, merging with those of
Admiral Whitbourne, who is no longer there.
“You know what you have to do, boy.” He says sternly. “You must shoot her
now. You have no choice.”
Suddenly the deck is deserted except for George and the slave. The sails are
gone. There are no cabins, no rails, no features, no alcoves of any kind on
the long, wide surface of boarded deck which tips and sways on a dark,
wave-ridged ocean. George can smell the salt and feel the coolness of the
spray against his cheeks. He grabs the handle of his pistol and pulls it
from his belt. The slave stands expressionless two or three yards away as he
levels the barrel at her. She smiles slightly. He knows this means he must
act and so he squeezes the trigger hard. The sound of the bullet release
comes, more a snap than an explosion. George hears the bullet roll slowly
along the barrel. It emerges and drops to the deck then rolls along to the
slave who stoops to pick it up. She looks up to him, still crouching with
the bullet in her hand. She cocks her head quizzically at him as though to
ask what it is.
Then George is in England, under the old beech tree in Rosalind’s garden.
Sun flickers through the moving boughs and young yellow-green leaves. The
breeze shimmers and the constant, shrill clatter of birdsong is joined by
the lower sweet cooing of a dove. Rosalind is there, pale-skinned and
luminous. She holds a handkerchief to her nose. She weeps bitterly, a sound
which merges with the dove’s insistent cooing. Every few moments she lets
out a deep, anguished moan and then sobs into her handkerchief. Whitbourne
stands above her and George realizes without needing to be told that it is
he himself who is the cause of her grief. He knows that Whitbourne is there
to plead on his behalf. No words are spoken, but the depth of his disgrace
is communicated to him all the same. It is a mark so black that it can
scarce be spoken aloud, a sin of ancient and biblical profundity which
ensures Rosalind must be forever out of reach.
George gazes at her pale face and those delicate features which have haunted
him since leaving England’s shores. He looks at the scattering of freckles
on the side of her cheek, the hopeful sky blue of her eyes. He takes in her
scent and sees the earth from which Rosalind sprung, the rolling green hills
and pastures of his native Devonshire, the dark puffs of trees and forests—a
place of incomparable lushness and beauty.
Then he opens his eyes and suddenly everything is all right again. His
disgrace was a nightmare. Rosalind is not lost. These happy thoughts edge
out the fearful shadows of his dream. He sees the sunlight playing upon the
ripples of the fine linen and tries to remember where he is. No disgrace, he
tells himself again.
Yet all is not quite well. His waking has not brought the relief that for an
instant it seemed to promise.
George looks at the disk of sunlight shining down from the porthole and
gradually takes in the finery surrounding him—the wooden moldings of the
bedposts, the panels, the embroidered hangings. The cabin sways and he
remembers everything at last. His gaze is drawn to the door under which a
piece of parchment with a scrawled message has been passed. |